just so you know, i'm really happy for you. ((:
i'm so glad you opened up cos at least now i know why you had to keep alot of things from me (and a lot of other people) in the past. :D

and please, i'm nowhere near angry. (:
i'm just glad you finally told me. :D
i (and i'm sure the rest will too) will still love you the way i(we) always do,
and nothing will ever change! :D
*big hug*


photo ©2008 kaan kiran

woke up 'early' to meet up with the abnormal girls (HAHAHAH) - abnormal psych girls, to be more politically correct- and filmed the whole afternoon for this friday's presentation. :P we wanted to be different you see. it's abnormal psychology after all. hope it turns out well after all the editing process. (:

managed to disturb the sleepy & tired-y bear and watched tropic thunder at night. :D hahah.
why do i get bored so easily. :( anyhow, thank you. (:


i'm getting lazier and lazier to blog. :( well, exams are fast approaching, so maybe i should cut down on my posts. i've got no camera anyway! :( no pigchurs=boring posts. my posts bore me! :( REALLY! hahahha.

mmm... i'm looking forward to this coming sunday. :D teehee

RANDOM ALERT!
my winamp played eagle-eye cherry's save tonight just now and i wanted to add that into my blog song playlist until i saw a different song. haha. i couldn't decide between save tonight and i'm falling in love again anyway. :P

i think i'm going to sleep. BYEBYE!

baby you dont know what its like.

honestly, i was a bit stunned when i heard that. hahah. and no, he was not trying to hit on me or anything. you just have to believe me, ok? :D but whatever it is, that was still the nicest compliment i've ever heard. hahaha. ESPECIALLY since he was not hitting on me. hahahha (compliments made by silly idiots trying to get ur number or need a favour from you is definitely not counted!)

truly an epitome of bukad-atayness ("open-liver", literally). and i just had to share. WAHAHAHAHA

though looking at it in another perspective, he only meant i'm not in the hot and gorgeous and sexyzzle category! :'( hahahah HAPPY? some people just can't make me fly over the moon (yes, FIGURATIVELY) sometimes. ahahahha.

on a different note, tomorrow/today will sort of be my last day at work cos i requested for a pretty long hiatus: study break, then after that i have exams, and immediately after that is the CIP trip to the Philippines (:DDD), then christmas (weee!), not to mention sister's birthday and brother's wedding, THEN back to school (and maybe work). *pant pant pant* so it's a pretty long break, and the likelihood of me not coming back is there too. :/

i really like working there and the people there. :D if only it didn't take so much of my time, i would looove to continue. yes, it can get pretty tiring and more often that not you get looked down on, but i genuinely enjoy working there for many reasons. :D maybe it's because of those
little dances we make when the music is too irresistable (mind you, that's pretty often!),
the silly nicknames,
the pokes,
the big hugs,
the many funny moments,
the slam night adrenaline rushhhh,
the generous and nice customers *kaCHING*,
the childish ice/water fights,
the stupid mistakes (and thus the scoldings)
and aaaaaah, so many other things! :/

damn, i'm gonna miss that place. :(

and sing to me, my love. *flutter flutter*
HAHAHA

anna karenina valencia tolentino has not kept her promise of uploading OUR peekchurs just yet, so i shall keep up the suspense by putting up some interesting photos. hahahah what suspense? you may ask... well, honestly, i'm still experiencing a teenie weenie tinge of hangover. no no no, not cos i got drunk or anything (i wasn't even tipsy!), but it's cos that was my very first costume party! :D HAHAHA so just play along with me ok? :P

anyway, this post is for all those looking for inspiration on what to dress-up as at the end of the month. :D the nice and cute costumes that night. :D

first up, the dragon boys!

it was really funny seeing them run around.. they're like monkeys trapped inside a dragon. HAHAHA and they won best in costume. :P

clementi high volleyball team! hahah.

FYI they stay in clementi. :P and they would like to clarify that they are scandinavians not swedish. two of them are from capoeira! :D

the hoogahooga boys!

VERY naughty! they run around beating up people irregardless of who they were.
even the pope was not spared. nor the poor kangaroo!! :/


ladies version! (:


this one i'm not so sure.


angel and prisoners! :P

lots of devils that night too.

roman soldiers and dominatrix and witch!


greek god! wanted to take photo with them but they disappeared when i found anna's cam. :(


draculas! :P


rambo and cowboys! :P


initially i didn't know what they were dressed up until i saw the yellow shorts.. and realised it was juno and bleeker! hahaha


umm, chinese fusion! :P


SCREAM masks!



buzzy bees


more masks! for those who have pimple outbreaks or maybe just shy! :P




scary mummy!


green man. hahah is he supposed to be the mask or smth?


hahahha. BEACH boy! :P


errrmm.


saddam hussein and joker. hahah


shake your groove thing, shake your groove thing SPIDEY!


last but not least, the kangaroo! :D (with a joey! makes you go awww eh?)

there's a whole lot more! nurses, french maids, DRAG, catwoman, retro, flower power, and other scary characters! hehehe.
overall, the party was FUN and AWESOME. (:
complain wise, probably just the no-aircon part cos oh-my-god it was so HOTTTT wearing that costume AND dancing. hahah. speaking of which, they didn't play alot of our favourite dance-able songs. :( we ♥ britney and rihana and PCD and many many more! abit sad they weren't played! hahaha a few more glitches here and there, but ah! what the heck. it's over. :P

other than that, it was really REALLY cool. :D
especially the dressing up part! i had so much fun. ((:

and of course, many many thanks to roman, anna and kuya paul. (:
so bye for now, till anna uploads! (haha NO PRESSURE moks! teehee)

photo credits:
Lucas Lim Guan Seng Adrian Godong Arun S Myriel Jona Cordova Sameer Raj Gupta Linh Tran Thomas Lanvin Marco Beinbrech

more to come! :D

Oh! I wanna dance with somebody.
I wanna feel the heat with somebody.
Yeah! I wanna dance with somebody,
With somebody who loves me.

pardon the narcissism. :P

i was doing up my slides for next week's developmental psych group presentation and while searching for videos, i found THIS. (can't embed so just click on the hyperlink, my dears)
isn't he the cutest? i like the part where he laughs! :D i can totally imagine the mom and dad's conversation. hahaha

ANYHOW, tonight is a special night becausee..... (:
hahahha i'm not gonna tell u! :D
what i can tell u is i managed to get an off from work! yayness. :D
but actually, next week will be my last week there. need to REALLY resuscitate my *ehem* grades. they're literally in ICU right now. heh.

anyway, i'll prolly put up pictures of tonight's strawverry exciting affair with my loveliest lovelies, so no need to die in suspense. LOL that only concerns a handful of people, so if you're not one of them, you don't have to make noise. :P kanchiong spydersss!

ok ok. gotta clean up my room now a.k.a the dressing room for tonight! (: OOOPS. haahaha hint hint *wink wink*! (:

Boy don't try to front
I know just what you are

muriel & donna productions presentsssssssssss...




(: (: (: (: (:
this posters may look simple but they took pretty long to be polished ok! so you guys better show your love and attend this uber fun tagalog 101. hahah
besides, it's for charity! :D

today marks the day i left an exam hall super early. my first time.
i'm hoping it will never happen again. *crosses fingers and toes*
oh! another first time for today, GUITAR HERO! :DDD i've been wanting to play it (especially cos of THIS)
but never had the chance to, until we saw it at red dot cafe today. had a mini-celebration and a de-stressing session after completing the posters. (:

but now.
back to projects and powerpoints and presentations. mehhh.

I like that old time rock'n' roll 

i miss talking to this someone about anything and everything(even if she falls asleep during the part where THE MOST important details are divulged. hahahaha). and laughing about anything and everything too. and how to forget, eating anything and everything. cos when we're together, anything and everything is crazy. :D weeee! *britney's toxic plays* hahahha

i really miss my pigrass! :(

come december, we will meet up and maybe have a reunion II with nunong archie! ((:
*BIG HUG*

as for mokeng, roman and kuya paul. thank you for this saturday's surprise (i'm uber excited!) ((: you have no idea how much this means to me and my social life (yes. as a matter of fact, i HAVE a social life ok. fine, it may be dwindling, but not inexistent). HAHAHA though now i have to find someone to replace me at work for that day. if not. i have no idea what's gonna happen. :/

and for the first time in my life, i did not study AT ALL for a test. hahahha. and no, i'm not proud of myself or anything (i tried to take off on sat and i did not go to jannah's house visiting no more. :( i SACRIFICED her mummy's home-cooked foood leh!). see? so nowhere near that. the thought of S/U-ing this module may prolly make me sound like i'm being complacent, but in fact, i'm like in a helpless and ugh, whatever state. so goodluck to me and all the microbes in this world.
but i will read through the notes somehow. i'm not that irresponsible yet. but it's really an uh-oh, i'm so dead case. but anyhow,

enjoy your new week my loves! :D

photo ©2008 jan cain

"Time is that quality of nature which keeps events from happening all at once. Lately it doesn't seem to be working."

quotable quote of my week. and the coming weeks.
to you, you, you, and you. sorry for missing out events, outings, parties, and hang-outs. :( you know who you are. and i will definitely make up for it. someday, somehow!

and OMG. 74 days to christmas!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ho ho ho! (:

hey, YOU bloody bugger.

if i like you, i would have told you.
if i don't, well... i'd SUBTLY tell you.
[though i have to admit, i'm really bad at rejecting people and favours. :(]
if i'm interested, i'd show you.
if you're insensitive and delusional, then i can't help you.
AND if i'm nice to you,
that doesn't mean anything, at all.

so! though you may never probably read this (if not, i'll probably not vent my frustration here anyway), you can stop being whatever towards me nor misinterpreting my "niceness"! FYI, i would have treated everybody else the same way. trust me.
in short, I DON'T LIKE YOU (in that bf/gf context). i wish i could just tell you that right now, but it's not as easy as blogging about it. :( which makes this whole thing even more frustrating. :'( as if i don't have enough homework and tests and presentations AND mid-terms triggering frustration and unbearable stress! MAMI!

sigh. i wish i didn't play along. :( yes, of course i made a mistake on my part. damn it, muriel indeed. but c'mon! when i say friends, it means FRIENDSSSS. FULL STOP! don't be ridiculous.

it's pathetic when people do nice and sweet things to someone just because they are interested in that particular person. BAAH! it's as if everyone's just trying to get a boyfriend/girlfriend nowadays!
what's wrong with the world?

think happy thoughts.
capoeira was really fun today, even if i missed the past 2 weeks. (:
AACK! heavy heavy week coming up! :/ yes roman, heavier than me. *glares*
ooops. not enough happy thoughts. hahahha.
umm, WAVE POOOOOL!!! ((:
:(
even that doesn't work.
and i need a cameraaaa!!! :((((((( this blog is so boring without pictures! :(

i think i've whined enough(though i can still go on!). i still have plenty many many things to do!
OH.MAI.GAAAAAD. :(

“Dear Diary,

Carlo sat beside me today. Sabi niya, I’m pretty, kaya lang, I’m fat. I eat too much kasi eh.
Kaya mula ngayon,
goodbye chocolates,
goodbye spaghetti,
goodbye hotdogs!”
.
.
.
“Goodbye Carlo!”



edited version

“Dear Diary,

ROMAN sat beside me today. Sabi niya, I’m pretty, kaya lang, I’m fat (more like I'm a pig!). I eat too much kasi eh.

Kaya mula ngayon,
goodbye chocolates,
goodbye spaghetti,
goodbye hotdogs!”
.
.
.
.
“Goodbye ROMAN!!!”

hahahhaha.
sadly, he was being honest la. i have to agree too. hahaha i'm really super fatty and flabby and unhealthy right now than ever! :( but i will do smth about it la, ok? (: but i can assure you now that i can never be as skinny as you, ramon. but just not now-fat to be baptised as 'porco' during batizado. HAHAHAHHA omg. the horror! :O

pictures from tender juicy party when mokeng uploads them in fb! (:
toodles my loves. i'm off to lalaland! (:

i can't sleep. :(

either my brain has been deactivated by stats leading to total malfunction of the brain's control of my bodily functions or just because i am so gonna die for later's test.
AAACK! it's a lose-lose situation! and i'm talking crap.
sleeping pills, where are you?

cognitive dissonance. way too much of that in me right now. :/

i honestly hate it when i do stupid things (refer to the post below) and not give a damn about it. i'm not sure about you, but many times, i just suddenly stop caring. and i cannot be bothered AT ALL.
very very bad, i know. :(

on a briiiiiiiiiighter note! my mum smsed me this morning and said she got me charmeuse satin sheets and guess what! it's a deep shade of red! ((: oohlalah! i ♥ my mummie! hehe i've been looking for that kind but the closest i got was my flowery and kiddy red bedsheet. hahah ah, i still have that in my photobucket!

TADAH! hahaha


just not too sure when it will come! but i'm excited nonetheless! :D
speaking of excitement and RED,
tender juicy party this wednesday! :DDD
can't wait! ((: especially since that means stats mid-terms will be over by then! speaking of which, i have to go back and try to comprehend now. :O boo. byebye!

tell me something.

what would you do if you got bored and had a webcam and a christmas hat?


yeah, i'd probably do that too.

unless of course i'm having a test the next day. i'd never ever do that.
nuh uh. never.

OMG. i am so very distracted. :(

anyway, check this out! :D


it's for a developmental psychology group project and we're supposed to design a baby's toy! :D very cute right? and nope, this is not the whole toy. i will not put that up cos i'm lazy and you might steal our fabulous idea!! hahaha

oh oh oh! speaking of babies! i think some of you might already know, but anyhow,
i'm gonna be a *tita come february. (:
i really hope it's a girl! :D

alright, back to my bloody thick abnormal psych textbook.
(sorry, this module just pisses me off. and don't even get me started.)

p.s. HAPPY HARI RAYA to jannah banana!
and to all those celebrating! (:

*tita=aunt