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though i would normally not write such things in this blog, i must admit being single can be pretty lonely too. or is it a (really delayed) post-break-up syndrome? i think if you've gone through a break up you'd understand how i felt or i am still feeling. after all, it's not easy to have someone who you spend A LOT of your time with doing almost every single thing together and sharing a lot of memories, then one not-so-fine day, you're left with nobody to sms. or disturb. or whine to. or even do random things and be silly with.

i'm opening up cos a friend asked me how i did it. did what exactly?
"moving on"
and i wanted to laugh. i honestly think i have not completely moved on (and i believe nobody ever will) and i am actually struggling. it's funny how people see a very different picture (FYI, i'm not that strong, but i try not to show that). or as that friend puts it, i can hide things too well, and that is oh so true. :P atleast now you know i'm actually in the same boat as you. :D

the thought of meeting another person and going back the dating game is just tiring. but the thought of being single for a long time gives me both tingles and chills. i'm honestly enjoying being single, but at the same time, i want to be able to relate song lyrics to someone, you know?
stupid songs. HAHAHA and as mami once said, flings will haunt you back one day. so it's a lose-lose situation? :'( maybe shuhui was right about taking the back seat for a while. damn it.

i would now like to dedicate this song.. to my imaginary boyfriend. LOL
(hey, i'm only pathetic once in a while ok! :P)

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby

I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby

And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping

*yawn*

p.s. i may not have told all my wonderful friends this before, but thank you very much. i wouldn't be where i am right now if not for you guys. (: i appreciate the little-st efforts of cheering me up! (don't think i don't know! hahaha or if i'm imagining it, do me a favour and don't burst my bubble!) nonetheless, me loves yous mucho. :D
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

no, i still don't feel like updating. but i can't sleep. :( so might as well!


i don't know how i coined that term, but anyhow, that was the most used phrase of last week. but i genuinely enjoyed my tourist guide days (forget the consequences, think PRIVILEGES!). hahaha now my sister won't be so guilty. hahah so glad to be reunited with duggieduggie and my violin. :D

and yes, she stayed with me in my mini room. :P


check out the goodies! :DD

my favourite!

and the volcanoessss


actually, i had class on monday and project meetings on tues and thurs, so i skipped most of the morning tourist activities. :P

brought them to the drop-off point of the zoo on the first day and cabbed back to school for a make-up tutorial. :P and i thought my cab days were over!



zoo+ night safari=
HAHAHHA

next day was... i think southern ridges (thank God i had project meeting) and then birdpark. met them for dinner at ichiban boshi in JP then headed for the lantern festival with special appearances by jannah and shuhui! :DD



yeah, we have a fetish for ducklings or cute birdies. HAHAH







then i accompanied them the whole of wednesday.. from sim lim to bugis (me n my sis got matching gladiators! hehe) to arab street to city hall to esplanade to raffles place then dinner at lau pa sat! :D


it was damn tiring i tell you but atleast i got to take flyer for free! :DD

i'm so happy i couldn't contain it. HAHHAAH



time to act tourist!





F1 fever

i got no tickets! :(

hahahaa

they sentosa-ed on thursday and then met them for dinner.


was entitled to 10% off for tourists but i dumbly forgot to give them the tourist pass when paying for the bill! :'((

wanted to go double O but was wearing slippers, so we couldn't! :(( before that, the problem was lester not wearing pants, but it was solved thanks to mami and his pants. *THANK YOU, MAMI! and i just realised. your sorpreza still with me!* so in the end we just sheesha-ed at shirazzzz.


chinatown-ed the next day! :D

here's while waiting for lester. :P




tried to keep up with their tourist-y atmosphere


but i just cannot. hahah


i had to leave for work halfway. they're pros in navigating anyway, so my services were no longer needed. LOL

on a separate note, new workplace's soft launch was tiring (esp when i have not worked for the past 2 weeks) but it was fun too. :D a few new faces, a few new performances and the new place is just so pretty! :D

and now the mid-term break is officially over, i shall start cramming for that 3 mid-terms coming up. yes, i am so DEAD. and i am finally yawning. yay!

goodnight.

to the person who always says i look pretty beautiful (even during my PUBERTY!) and without asking for any favour.
HAHHAA

happiest birthday to my mummie. :DDD


you'll always remain young at heart in our eyes! ((:
have fun the way you deserve to.

i love you and i miss you,
*princess M (:

bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum

ready or not, here we come! :D




got ourselves a jug of vodka redbull, sprite, orange and cranberry. and we played POG using the coasters while waiting for the to alcohol kick in.




playing with roman's fake money! :P

here's your tip, boy. :D hahaha



ummm.. ear no evil(?) see no evil, say no evil, hear no evil!

the accountant at work..


presenting to you, anna's "aerial" pictures! :D
BIG MOUTH.

small mouth.




LOL i swear i'm wearing smth!

anyhow, it didn't take long for us to be high. hahah and when i say 'high', i meant literally jumping around like monkeys. especially after we've warmed up- we actually skipped to the dancefloor! HAHAHHA


meet the most energetic monkey!

uh huh. roman is in the house, yo!

and the accountant-in-the-day and DI(dance instructor) at night, kuya paulito! :D



PAPARAZZI!

trying to blend in with the background.. HAHHAHA

check out THAT face! why so serious?

taming the wild boy. LOL

ooops!


STOP!

time to hit the dancefloor. *skips* LOL





i am very SHY! :P

take it away JO and RO! (:

come bebi, come.










CHEEKY monkey!





cheeky no more. (:



with miss photographer! :D

another one! :DDD melikes. (:

her shoe could no longer keep up with her. :P

but she coudln't be bothered! :P


SNAP AWAY!








and this is supposed to be me.

and apparently, my favourite pose of the night.

or this one?


favourite picture of the night,





and then around 3plus, we decided to go mac and grab some breakfast :P







:D

cabbed and then died home.
died tired, but happily too. :D

thank you again, my loveable monkeys. (:
♥♥♥

eh, no need to guess anymore. :P HAHAH

she coincidentally booked a roundtrip ticket for a week during my mid-term break! (: and so for the next few days, we'll be doing the "tourist thing"! :DDD hahha actually, just them(her boyfie's tagging along); i merely bring them at the tourist sites. :(

nvm, atleast she's bringing my violin and doggiedoggie along! :D i've always left these two things at home cos they're the easiest to dispose when i've exceeded the baggage limit-which is like.. ALL THE TIME! hehehe

anyhow, yesterday was another uber fun night/day. :D special shout-out to charlie's drunk angels-wanna-be s and the super HOT and ZEXY dances(yes joseph, paul and robs-that's you guys!). you have no idea how painful my tummy was from all the laughter! (: and the theme song for the night (though i think roman would agree that i wanna dance with somebody would be appropriate too. or perhaps heal the world, kuya paul? LOL)!

do you remember the 21st night of september?
Ba de ya - say do you remember
Ba de ya - dancing in september
Ba de ya - never was a cloudy day

it's been a loong time since i went clubbing (work is NOT counted). so when the big big bouncer said, 'really can't, i'm sorry.' my heart SHATTERED into pieces. i'm not kidding you.

you see, powerhouse has this thing for international students and we can actually go in for *free. YAY!
unfortunately they have this thing for staff too. BOO!
to cut the long and complicated story short, i was not allowed to go in powerhouse. :( BOOOOHOO. :((

but thanks to my hansum and byutiful friends whom i love very much (hahah. REALLY!), we executed the non-existent plan B. :P and we partied like monkies at gotham instead. :D and i had an AWESOME and FANTASTIC and MARVELOUS and WONDERFUL night. (: hahas

BIGGEST thank you exotica/annakarenina, romanito, paulito and joselito! :D
muchos abrezos y besos
XOXO

*terms and conditions apply (LOL)

p.s. oh yes, photos when exotica uploads in facebook! (:

wow. this blog is OLD! *happy 300th post old, mi blogita! LOL*

photos as promised! :D
thankshoo my very efficient shuhui darling LOLITA! (:

at kr terminal waiting for our bus! :D


with mi amor. HAHAHA


passed by this nice house and decided to be tourist-y. :D


REACHED! ((: you can't really see it, but jannah is UBER excited. like REALLY. hahah


shuhui's artistic shot. :P


while waiting...

the light behind them makes them look like angels. LOOK LIKE only, don't be too happy. hahhaha but well.. they are my cheeky angels. :D



terrorists! O.O


ah, FALSE ALARM.


*flash*
OMG. so bright. hahahah


booo flash.


hehehe i look damn constipated!


yummy! :D (hungry la)


nin hao. :D welcome to cha fee nong's.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAA

check out MY mini cooopz. (:


for this photo, they both say it's nice. :/ i'd say, minus the fatty fingers maybe. hahah


so they wanted their own too!


HAHAHAHA

i like this photo. one of the few sad photos i have. :P
bad hair day. :(

O Romeo Julio, Romeo Julio, wherefore art thou Romeo Julio? also can. HAHAHA

SINGLE AND AVAILABLE!! hahahhahah

going once! twice! SOOOOLD for 10 cents! :( hahahhah

*that song plays in the radio*
MAKAN! :D






SO MUCH FOOD!!! :P there's this set meal either for 2-3 or 3-4. i think i don't have to tell you which one we ordered. HAHAHA and no prizes if you guess correctly. :P i only earned 10 cents from my auction! damn, i'm rich. LOL

terrorists no more. HAHAHAH




gracias, mi lovelies.

((:

i'm still very very full even after walking home from the pizza parlor/pizzeria/picha pie place with my two other animated loveless lovelies. HAHAHA

good food, great service, delightful company..
great night. :D

photos in the next update. (:

it all started with a mid-term question which required an experiment i could not recall. and mind you, it was worth 8 marks. :( so i tried my best crapping a sensible study.
after leaving the LT, i tried to stop myself from checking the notes so i shall not mourn for my crappy study. but as a typical i-shall-not-check-my-notes-and-be-happy!-teeheee-oh-what-the-heck-flip-flip-stare-*groans* person -that i really am- i did. HAHAHA and yes, it ended with a groan. :( thankfully, no one was walking behind me. :P

and since ice cream would just have me end up in the toilet (that's not exciting and even more depressing) i decided that i felt like watching MAMMA MIA! (: hahaha i've actually watched the musical from a nong nong time ago, but a movie will be a different experience altogether. PLUS, the songs and the storyline are just so irresistable. ((: unfortunately, the only person i called was not available and so i was very tempted to go on my own. but if you know me well, you know i would highly likely not do that. hahaha

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then i realised, hey! it's not so bad! i have gossip girl's 3rd episode to watch! :DDD it took abit too long to load, so i have no idea why but i decided to run.
maybe it's about time i did smth about leo's OMG!-YOU-LOOK-FATTER! comment. :( hahaha and guess what? i ran 10 rounds! :DDD i could have tried to continue but my right ankle started to hurt and i would miss the last shuttle bus already, so i really had NO CHOICE. hahahha

i feel like i just ended my exams but it's actually just one mid-term paper down. HAHAHA the rest are after the break. and my sister's coming over during recess! :DD so exciting. (: i'm actually looking forward to the one week break. :D

PIZZA night with jannah baby and shuhui darling tomorrow! (:
♥♥♥

love may fade with the seasons,
but some friendships are year-round.

just woke up from EIGHT HOURS of sleep! (((: yet i still feel exhausted. :( and i missed the council outing.
so sorry, lovelies! :( you have no idea how much i want toplay wii & guitar hero with you guys. :'(

this weekend, we had to work at another outlet until the new place is ready for operation. so this weekend, i worked at movida! *faints* initially i freaked out cos that place is like a zoo, when viewed from the gallery bar (just to be clear). hahas.
as expected, i had a few many dumbdumb moments on my first night there. but the other people working there (plus my boss) were really nice to cover up for me. hehe i felt very lucky and thankful. :D

on saturday, went for the filipino scholars' farewell party before work. :D

yes, i had to sit at the oldies' table! :(( i never felt so old before. imagine, current batch is nine, and believe it or not, i'm from the FOURth! hahahaha damn. nonetheless, i enjoyed myself very much. :D

the second night working at movida was like a totally different experience! hahas. maybe partly cos of my papie chulo. :D hahahha no more silly mistakes and they had an uber coooooool capoeira guest performance! :DDD oh, and la ranura and their sets were absolutely hot and fabulous! :D

and yes, the papie chulo story. :D
actually it's no big deal. hahahah BUT he totally made my day and it was enough to set my mood for the whooooole night. :D

you see, papie chulo (not his real name) and another papie played for the first set. and they played alot of spanish love songs. since it was still early, we could still watch the performance(not much patrons yet). :D i think i glued my eyes too much on him and his guitar (you should hear them play hotel california! you can just die. hahah) and i didn't expect him to be able to see cos of the lights and stuff, but i realised he did. THEN *my heart's beating faster now. LOL*, when he ended this sweet song, HE POINTED AT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! ((((((: ohmaigaaaaad. and that look! i think my heart stopped beating for 10 seconds then.
and i was in heaven, ladies and gentlemen. HAHAHA

to be not so bimbotic, i did not faint nor fan myself. HAHAH instead to distract myself, i told my colleague (she was discreetly smsing beside me),
M: 'eh, he pointed at you.' (i know, i'm such a loser!)
J: really meh? maybe at you lah.
M: *snorts* no lah. (HAHAHHAHA)
J: *shrugs* then probably the wall!
M&J: hahahahah

no no no... that's not the best part yet! (HAHAHAH) after their set, papie chulo approached me and said (with the spanish accent, bebé),
'that song, i play for you!'
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

*BLACKOUT*

hahahah. thankfully i managed to squeak an 'oh, thank you' *flutter flutter*. LOL
then he touched my face with his hands (not the slow movement la(i'd prolly be dead by now)! and no, he didn't pinch me chubby cheeks either :P) and said something i shall keep to myself.
HAHAHHAHA (:

so yes, i had a really fun time working at movida. :D hahahhaha way above my expectations and my disappointment is totally erased. (: i just hate the steps that didn't help much with the thursday's muscle aches. :(
last but not the least, even though they may never read this, my sincerest THANK YOUs to riya, zul, echo(we have the exact same birthday!), yi ru, ace, ricky, and chong & elly. :D

randomness number 1:
this is exactly how i want to feel right now.

aren't they adorable? (:

randomness number 2:
i really really miss my camera and my pigchur-filled blog. :(

randomness number 3:
i want to finish the new layout for my 'NEW BLOG' which has been on hold for as long as i can remember (yes, please let those horses go). actually i kinda forgot about it already. heh

randomness number 4:
i'm hoping my brother would get me an ipod so i can use my pay to get a new cam! *crosses fingers and toes!* i think i can stretch my lappie's lifespan until next semester before i get a new one.

randomness number 5:
i'm folding my undies right now. hahahha

randomness number 6:
i ♥ britney! ((:

hehehe. the title should have given you sufficient warning! :P i'm really bored right now, that's all! :D after collecting my pay, i just didn't feel like studying anymore. hahas the whole trip down to that factory is so very anti-climax.
but atleast i saw mami! (: and got a free ride home! :D thanks to jen baby and her parents! :D oh, and how can i forget, MOOLAH refill! $.$ though somehow the kaching effect is not kicking in. maybe mary was right... i am weird. HAHAHA nah.. i just need to sort some things out. :D make this and that decision and stick to it. and to stop playing silly games. easy as pie?
whoever said that has not tried baking a pie. hahas.
ok ok, i'm going to sleep! i've blabbered enough.

right now, that's what i'd really want need to do.
i don't know why, but i feel so... sluggish. boohoo. i wish i could easily recharge the way wall-e does! :{ it's just one of those days i guess.

anyhow, for the first time in ages, i didn't have to work during the weekend. :D saturday saw me helping out kuya cedric shop (i only window-shopped!!! fine, except for that cute black pumps), and sunday was spent lazing around and capoeira-ing at sentosa in the afternoon.


though we came a tad too late, atleast we managed to practice our moves and beach volleyball-ed too! :D i wish i lived in sentosa sometimes. actually, most of the time.

lastly, happy songS! :D
i even found bob marley's dont worry, be happy- the song the moving fish (yes, the one eve wanted to shoot) in wall-e was singing. ((:

just go ahead, let your hair down
you're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

sigh.
gossip girl is back again!! :(
(but deep inside you know it's :DDDDDDD)


the first episode was awezzzome and really summer kind of wonderful. :D hahas

i won't type much cos the tip of my fingers are hurtin. you see, i've been ambitiously playing the guitar. HAHAHA yeah, i'm still not over olivia's song. :P but thanks to abiel, i've finally got the right set of chords. :D yaaay! hahas

XOXO

awwwwwww!

yes yes YES. (:
i finally got to watch wall-e today with donna and kuya paul! ((: it was so random cos we were just at BK after lunch, me waiting for their discussion for some business competition to finish, when i don't know how our conversation flowed towards that movie, then we decided to go vivo and catch the next movie timing right there and then! :P hahaha
i thought they were kidding initially but i was hoping they were not cos i have been wanting to watch it ever since i saw the trailer. my kiddy spot was tickled immediately from the first time i saw it. :P hahas

aside from wall.e and eve, another fave charachter i love is M-O! (: i thought he's called mop. hahas. but i searched for his photo and saw none until i checked the official website! (:

finally found one from the wiki page! he's just so adorable. (: and the movie is very light-hearted. :D i had a good laugh too. (: but that's cos this exactly is my cup of tea. :D
one of the really good movies i've seen this year. ((:

yeah yeah yeaaaaaaaaaaah! (:
teehee. i have no idea why but i've been singing lines from this song since just now.
right, roman? HAHAS

anyhow, nothing much going on right now (other than my upset tummy-for almost the whole day!!). and DID YOU KNOW? my first mid-term test coming up in 2 weeks time! :/ SO FASSSSSSST! :(
time to mug mug and away!


yeah right!

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now that's more like it! :P

PHOTO PHOTOS from yesterday's race are here! :D
zenkiu mami. (:

presenting to you, THE role models of the year! :P hahahha


BEFORE the run! (:

we wanted the esplanade in the background so we discreetly shifted away from the guy who took the previous picture and asked somebody else. heh. very polite right? (: but it wasn't quite successful. :(

but it's alright! ((:

check out the RED SEA! (:


thankfully, we managed to squeeze into mami, omar and edmund's blue tag section for the first wave and not look so slow if we(female beings) run slow. HEHE. and we kept to the side so we didn't block the ZOOMers, okay! :P



ON YOUR MAAAARK... GET SET!

GO!

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me and linn pretended to be cars with cashcards as we passed the ERP. and i saw THIS picture!! hahahah

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after 10 kilometers,

well, THEIR 10 kilometers. HAHAS



and FINALLY! ((: *pant pant pant*

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :DD

walked around the race village and got ourselves the WWF panda tattoo! ((:

the 'sad and tired' panda, as dubbed by kuya paul.


BLEAH. mine's nicer!! :P



mami and omar getting theirs!

THE POUT.


we ♥ WWF! (:


and endless photo taking!



LOVE this!


the concert! :P

as much as we wanted to stay, i think we were all too hungry to tahan any longer. :( so we decided to go to maxwell and fill the deprived tummies! ((:

just outside the race village! :P



CLASS PICTURE! (:


it's MORPHIN' TIME!!! :D



HL model number one

HL model number two

HL model number three

number four?

HEHE

after many more kilometers of walk, *wobbly legs* like it's not wobbly enuf! we finally reached maxwell! :DDD

mami and omar ate this curry noodles, which from a non-currylover's point of view is NICE! ((:



healthy edmund had steamed chicken rice and his salty soup or was it soupy salt?


linn and i shared a sumptous CLAYPOT! :D

seeee! too yummy it's all gone by the time we could take pictures! :P hehe.


then to completely neutralize the 10km, we headed to tantric. HAHAHA




and they were showing HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!!!



mudslide! ((:


trained home with omar and edmund while mami and linn cabbed. BOO. not fair! :P
hahas

and to end this off, here's mami's special effects! ((:




:D

[UPDATE]
mami just helped me figure out how to check my results! :P to be exact, he checked my results for me. :P heh
1hr 42min 22sec
9170th in Singapore, and the 216366th in the world! LOL

p.s. ignore the whiny post before this. i get whiny in the wee hours of the morning. and i hate it when i whine. REALLY. it's irritating, i KNOW. :P but it's unavoidable SOMETIMES. :P

mokeng, pahiram ako *shitcakes!

it's already 2:20 and i still can't decide which articles to use and which topic to choose for my assignment. :(
actually it's only 5% of my overall grade, BUT STILL! i just can't concentrate, and i'm reading the same lines again and again and again without realising it! :( this is BAD. :( velly bad.
i'm really zuber tired but if i don't do this now, i doubt i can wake up to finish it either.

and there is seriously something wrong with me.
i wish i could block all my stupid and irrelevant thoughts.
i wish i didn't think so much.
i wish i wish.
i wish for too many things!
BAAAAH. back to work!