just got back from waraku dinner with some of the trainees in st. james cos they're flying off tml. :( after that jayson wanted to go and play that game in the arcade where you try to grab a soft toy and he managed to get a hawaiian stitch and he gave it to me! :DDD
will post up pictures when i get it from them, cos my cam is still with the paya lebar monkeys. >:( HAHAHA now i know how it feels to wait for pictures. :P
oh oh oh! i brought them to take neoprints too. hahah. it's been quite some time since i took neoprints anyway! :P it was pretty fun i tell you. ((:

NEW BLOG SONG ALERT! (:
heard this song while walking past that cd shop just now, and i knew it was by olivia. she never fails to make me want her whole album and know the songs in it by heart within how many days. pffft.
congratulate me however, cos i did NOT buy the cd on impulse! (((: i have stopped buying cds for some time now actually, i'm so proud of myself. :P HAHAH i just have this weakness for covers and accoustics. *melts*

school has kicked in in almost full force. and yeah, i'm still neither here nor there so i have to quickly zap my self back to reality before it's too late, again. i really think i have not been doing what i ought to be doing for the past 2 semesters, so NOW is the time i have to somehow make things right. *ambitious face*

i'm gonna go and sleep now cos i'm uber tired and i still have to wake up super duper early tomorrow to send those silly bomboms off.
st james will never be the same without them. :((

guess what guess what?!?!

i just ran 12 rounds with kuya paul! :DDDD
can you believe that??? TWELVE FULL rounds, and mind you, WITHOUT STOPPING!
*shouts 'i'm the king of the world!'*
ahhahahaha
but seriously, i'm so proud of myself! teehee

anyhow, party's over

and i'm officially back to school tomorrow. :/

the siemens internship ate into my first week of school so i missed out a week's worth of lecturessss. but at the rate roman goes to the library (and assuming i'm gonna join him), i should be able to catch up. HAHAS

the KIASUMAN is back! :P


internship wise, it just felt way too short. i mean it was short, but it just feels shorter.
should just put that in another post since lidi and fritzie's already at supersnacks aka supper house.
there goes my 12 rounds. HAHAAH
once a pig, always a pig.
*bows*

p.s. thank you kuya paul! :D

so muriel joined this contest by nuffnang to go to the nike race.
and then muriel won! ((: (thank you, nuffnang!)

BUT the thing is, muriel has not been training! :/
initially i was gonna sign up with mamli mami they all and THEN the registration closed after i bought my 'training' top. hahas. so i was kinda sad. :(
then i received a call one day! and i'm actually IN! ((:
so.. i only have less than 3 weeks to train. HAHA

wish me luck.

BUT but but! i will atleast try to run half of it and maybe walk and jog after that. HAHAHA so ambitious.

AND! my camera is finally with the service centre, still waiting for my approval of their quotation before they fix it.
well.. i only have to pay $107
ONE HUNDRED AND SEVEN DOLLARS ONLY
on top of the $10.70 diagnostic fee i paid when i went to that uber ulu place last monday!
i didn't even do anything to it for it to spoil and they can only tell me that there's a problem with the 'electronic board'.
HUH?!?
if i dropped it in the toilet then by all means, take away my $107!
but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... i didn't do anything wrong lor!! *singaporean face* HAHAHA i'm kidding. i think i'm complaining like a singaporean already. but seriously, i think i might as well get a new one than pay that amount! :( but i don't have budget for a new one either
i really don't know what to do! :'''(

somebody sponsor me a camera, please?
and an ipod and a laptop too. HAHAHAH
sigh.

a girl can indeed dream.

hello hello! i know you can prolly see virtual cobwebs on my boring bloggie by now, but i was really super super busy this whole week and plus the fact that my cable is happily rotting at home (philippines).
thankfully, mami took care of that problem and transferred all the photos in my memory card into a CD! (: sweet. :D thankie thankies again, mamli mami. :D
AND AND AND! donna has a fuji camera too, and i managed to borrow the cable from her cos she doesn't use it too often. ((: weeeee!

so to start clearing my backlog, what better way to start than with TODAY's pigchurs! :D hahas

woke up, took a bath then headed to holland v with rocky, jordan and donzki and ate some breadtalk buns cos we thought the rest were gonna be late and we were hungry. hahas. little did we know that some of them were already playing bridge inside crystal jade! :P

presenting to you, the EARLY BIRDS. :D





then when almost everyone was there, we finally ordered! (: was tempted to eat the la mian since it was quite troublesome to eat dishes in such a big group. in the end me and donna shared two dishes and xiao long baos! :DD (reminds me of the HOB dinner the other time!)


say hello! :D

never leave crystal jade without it!

and after eating *burrrrp*, more bridge

and photos


roman reached just in time for the family pictures!


with the congressman! :D


but he has not eaten his dinner yet. :( hahahaha


he said he didn't want to eat zhong guo cai (i hope that's right. i haven't been in touch with chinese 1 since FOREVER!), so say byebye to crystal jade!


lurked around (you know how it is when there's a big group!) outside crystal jade while roman decided where to eat. while he was at it, took pictures with the pretty wall of this new yoghurt ice cream shop! :D cute right?

i mean the wall. HAHAHHA

my turn! my BACK TO SCHOOL face. hahha

you've got to admit i look geeky in my specs! 8) MELIKES!

roman finally chose swensens cos he was craving for pasta and also so i can satisfy my piggy needs aka dessert. :D donna came too! but she never craved for anything. hahaha


yellow soup and yellow boy :P


roman's creamy cheese chicken that wasn't as nice looking as it did in the menu's picture!


felt like trying the other crumbles, so instead of banana, we tried white chocolate blondie instead! :D

OOOOHLALAAAAAH

but actually the taste is not so ooohlalaaah. :( i still prefer banana crumble cos this one's abit too dry. :(


asked this guy to help us take a photo but it was actually on timer mode.
so very pai seh, can? hahas
the timer went off so might as well take a photo with it, even if i look constipated in the photo.

YAY! :D


95-ed home then took the last A1. (:
home sweet home

p.s. i will FINALLY send my camera for repair tomorrow! :DD

it feels great to just stay at home. until the point you realise that you have to start cleaning up and unpacking your stuff. :( hahas.

anyway, i did 4 loads of laundry just now. hahah yes, FOUR. you have no idea how good it feels to clear a HUGE pile of laundry! :p
and i'm sleeping in new sheets tonight!!! :DDD i mean tomorrow morning, but what the heck, i'm looking forward to my newly washed sheets! ((:

photo-uploading progress wise, i've uploaded the scuba diving pics in facebook too, though i'm still left with the last part. :P


will figure out a way to upload the photos in my cam without that cable! got to work now!

p.s. i don't want to go back to school! :(

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just wanted to say...

HAPPIEST 21st BIRTHDAY

RAMON ROMAN! :D


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guess how many ♥s! hahas.

p.s. i'll update NOT so soon.
AND YOU KNOW WHAAAAAT?!?!? i left my camera's cable at home, as in the philly. :((

5 days is definitely not enough. :(
but i'm more than thankful my ♥ sissie ♥ and mumsie&papsie allowed me to go home (and my bosses too). :D

i don't have time to edit pictures and upload cos there's SOOO MANY OF THEM and my schedule's kinda hectic!!! hahaha. but i'm not kidding you. hahas. last night after paintball and dinner, the girlfriends had a last minute sleepover and we finished the bailey's (creme caramel!) that i brought home (for my sister actually), and i'm only half awake right now. but i have to wake up and buy the pasalubongs (goodie goodies!) for the lovelies in singapore. ((:

i'll be in singapore at exactly 12 hours from now.
(: and :(

NEW BLOG SONG! :D

was browsing through my brother's com to take new songs and then i saw this song! totally love this song and i wish i could say 'it brings back memories' but there really isn't any. hahah.

i know it's been like 2 hours since i went to bathe, i'm just waiting for the cab to come now. hahas. sissie says gonna play paintball war later!!! :D
whippie! ((:

ok. i'm being really really lazy to upload pictures and even update this bloggie of mine, but at the very least i HAVE uploaded older pictures in facebook. :P

anyhowse, yesterday was dedicated to all the medical and dental appointments.
my eyes have improved somehow cos now the degree's only 25-25 compared to 30-50 last year! maybe cos the last year's one was the free check-up so they purposely increased my degree so i'd get spectacles. this check-up was different cos the doctor even took my eye pressure! my first time experiencing anaesthesia in my eyes! very very weird feeling. :/

very cool right?

borat NOOOOOOT!! hahahah. some kids saw me when the assistant opened the door and they LAUGHED AT MEEEEEEE!!! :'( but they were next in line you see, so they were next. nanny nanny poo poo :P

and guess whaaaat? i AM lactose intolerant! :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( wahlauuuu. :( bye bye ben&jerry's. byebye sundae hotfudge. OMG, i can't imagine living without ice cream and all my fattening stuff! :'((
on the brighter side of health life, dentist says my teeth's lookin good! :D yaaay!

scuba diving took the whole of sunday(pictures will be up once i get the underwater pictures from the dive center!) and as for saturday, i slept till the afternoon and went shopping (more like recceing first-GUESS and MANGO are having sale!!! mwahahahha) then met my sister after her class for dinner and dark knight! (:

dinner was at this jap place where my cousin works at, rai rai ken! :D

i actually wanted the tuna salad sushi, but my cousin said this is the only 'tuna' sushi they have.

i don't like raw fish so i put it in the miso soup and it did become cooked! hahah

while waiting for the other food to come! :D

trying to put a japanese feel in the pigchur!

our platter! (:

my beef smth. hahah had to fish out those beansprouts though! :/

my sister's beef, chicken and prawn bento.

my cousin's katsudon! :D


so very SKILLful. (: fishing out tauge is not that easy ok!


complimentary dessert! :D

thanks to him! (:


VERY VERY full! we didn't even get popcorns for the movie anymore! hahaha

dark knight was GOOOOOOOOOOOD. i think you'll agree with me if you've watched it already. just had to ignore this bunch of chokulit boys behind imitating batman's voice and sniggering amongst themselves. have to admit they can be quite funny though. but that's besides the point.

other than that, my only other 2 distraction right now is this (hahahah)

and this devil (pardon my very sweet nickname, she just spoiled my red havas!)

but despite that i still love her. (:


she's too adorable to be hated ((:

just within 2 days, she plays with me and barks(very cute bark!) and jumps when i come back- then she whines when i leave. :( so schweet right? *melts* that's why i can forgive her so easily for ruining my fave slippers. i wish i can bring her back with me.

alryte, gotta shower now cos it's already 10am! malls open at 10, you see! oooohlalaaaah.

hahaha. sorry for stealing borrowing the NDP song lyrics, but that's how i feel right now! :D

after all the hassle, i've managed to move my stuff in 2 nights, with special thanks to ex-the boyfriend and donna for the last minute rescue. ((: i wouldn't have been able to make it without any of you. thanks for those who offered their help too. you'll get many many more chance next time, ok? hahahah

i've uploaded most of the pictures i owe people in facebook so don't make noise already ok? (: there's still a few more, so do hold your horses (which reminds me.. i have yet to do the 'new' blog layout). i'll do it (i mean the uploading) when i get back from scuba diving! :D oh yeaaah... my first time! ((:

UNDER THE SEA TIME!! :D

i just realised that my big big luggage, samson (hahah), is still with donna! :/
can you imagine how dumb i've become?

and that's not all.
pgp has this trolley rental service thingy, BUT the trolley uncle is ON LEEAAAAAAAAAAVE! :(((((((((((((( how am i supposed to push all my stuff from block 3 to NINETEEEEN?!!!?!?
it's not like the trolleys are on leave too whaaaaat. >:(
ex-the boyfriend's daddy's trolley is not at their house either.
mamiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. :'((
i badly need sleep too. sigh

and you know what.. so far, i've packed 2 boxes..
but it seems as if my stuff that i have yet to pack increases instead! :(
maybe i'm just hallucinating, i should just continue packing and pray to God i find a way to move all these somehow. heh

wish me luck imaginary and non-imaginary friends. :P
babush!

fantastic news.

pgp wants me to move out BEFORE i go home! my flight is sat 12smth am lehhhh... so i only have tomorrow night, more like tonight, to pack all my stuff *looks around* *blink blink* *faints* and move into a new room (which is all the way the other side).
OHMAIGOODNESZZZZ.

i need divine intervention!

please send me 20 musclemen,
dear Lord

hahahahah.
i know.. i need to sleep already. hahas
i don't know how, but i know i will be able to move into that room by hook or by crook. confident sia.. hahaha

good nightie!

i know i owe alot of people photos, but it's really a busy week! i SWEAR that it'll be up by this week (sunday) in my facebook photo albums. if not, you can all skin me alive already. *gulps* hahas.

btw, you know what day it is today!?!?! (well technically, yesterday)
it's my pigrass' birthday! :D

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGS! ((:
wag na umiyak!

i lab chu and i miss you!
*hugs and kisses and pineapple tarts*

p.s. thank you rakesh venkata for letting me make that phone call!
p.p.s. credits to roman lester esplana rosales for the photos. :P

one day, i had a random idea. so i called my ever faithful random lovelies who are random enough to materialize that random idea with me! ((: and thus a random meeting! ((:

we met up after our internships and so we headed for dinner first. we walked quite a bit before we finally decided to eat ayam penyet at lucky plaza. :P

mmmmm. (: i didn't eat that though. hahas. i had this yummy chicken bbq instead. :D

looks tiny but it was really filling! here's the rest of our feast! :D




DIG IN! ((:



peekchur peekchur before we walked around aimlessly! (:



as we walked past the sanctuary, i told mokeng and kuya paul how i've always wanted to sit down and chill at that place. as most people would know, i can get pretty random. and thanks to that randomness, we did end up sitting down and chilling at that place. hahas.



anna's very good choice of drink

don't know why we ended up writing post-it notes!



i almost gave the waiter that 'i'm not yours!(but i hope you were)' note cos we wrote a song request for i'm yours too! HAHAHA

the band. :P


then we labelled the shooters. hahas


and kuya paul drew a face for our spanish soccer player! (:


and presenting our drinks, in order of niceness! :D

anna's exotica

mie margarita! (:

and (hahahahaha) kuya paul's knickerbocker


that drink was so bad he resorted to sniffing...

atleast he got high.


let the photo floodgates open! ((:


tic tac toeee







another random thing. i found out i can tie a cherry stalk knot using my tongue! (:



hehe.

nobody wanted to drink the knickerbocker. :( atleast i tried to look happy!


YAM SENG!! ((: eh, i mean, TAGAY, MGA PARE KO! :D


i turn red too easily. :(


we still had work the next day, so we decided to go home around 11plus. :(


that girl offered to take our picture just before she sang.
then we left after 2 songs. heh. sorry, hippie! :P

and that night was really awesome and very destressing. :D
looking forward to roman's birthday now! HAHAHA.

since i've been procastinating so much, my photos have piled up like nobody's business. :( but honestly, i've been pretty busy and tired the past few days. heh. there, i admitted it. hahas. but my tolerance for tiredness is pretty good, so no worries there! ((:

i was supposed to go down to bayanihan with anna today, but that mokeng never called or smsed me back. :( WHY AH?! i'll prolly help out there when i come back from the philly! (:
YEAHHH i'm going home sooooooon, my darlings!!!! :D i am so very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very STRAWVERY EGGXCITED!!! :DDD

please don't be jelly, cos i usually don't go home this time of the year. nonetheless, i'll bring back goodies, ok? but for good girls and boys only. (: hahas i know hob wants that 'biscuit' (which is polvoron actually. hahaha.) and roman wants that biscuit (hahahha) but cookies and cream flavour , durian candies for mokeng and cerelac for babies for kuya paul. :P
any other requests (as long as it's not heavy), just shout it out and hopefully i can bring it back for you. :D you know i will try my best! ((:

anyhow, i shall edit and upload pictures now before i push them aside for the millionth time. wait long long indeed. hahas. mean time, check out this funny parody of miley cyrus' 7 things i hate about you (which i must honestly admit, is a pretty nice song).
enjoy!

not everything really applies, but pretty accurate! :P
and damn funny. kudos to the makers of this video. ((:

p.s. i changed my NUS account password but i dumbly forgot what it was!!!! and i haven't done my module preference exercise! SHITTTTTTTTTTTTT. :(

hello hello e-ve-ry-baaaah-dayeeeee!!! ((:

i can't believe i haven't updated for ONE WEEEEEEK!!!
actually, it's been a not so crazy week but it's just that i come home very tired every day and i just *pom* after washing up when i reach home. :( and this week is no different cos i gotta work on wednesday again. :(( erm, on second thought.. maybe slightly crazier.

anyhow, since i have yet to edit and upload my pigchurs, lemme just put smth worth reading in my blog, ok? hahas. ok not exactly worth reading, but it's one of those personality tests, and i think it's quite accurate (except for that one line) and it's sooo cool(hahaha), so maybe you guys can try it out too! :D


Laid-back Doer (LD)

Laid-back Doers are friendly, happy persons. They enjoy being together with other people. Smart, eloquent, witty and charming, they like to be the centre of attraction. They do not like to be alone. Their zest for life ensures that others feel well in their company and that they quickly get to know people. Laid-back Doers get the best out of every moment - many people of this type have a gift for making their whole life one big party. Boredom is unknown in their presence because they are very good at carrying others away with their enthusiasm, their good mood and their optimism.

Abstract thinking and profound philosophising about the meaning of life appeal less to Laid-back Doers. They are pragmatic, realistic and live completely in the here and now. At work too, they prefer it when it’s all go and they can act out their purposeful manner to the full. They have no problem handling several tasks at once and they blossom out in crisis situations! A varied field of activity with a lot of social contacts is just the right thing for them. One will also seldom find them inactive in their spare time; due to their open, curious nature, they mostly have many hobbies and interests. They are not afraid of the unknown: as they are flexible and creative, they quickly adjust to new situations and make the best of them. They sometimes come into conflict with strict rules or hierarchies by which they quickly feel constrained and against which they rebel. (nah uh. i'm a scaredy cat when it comes to breaking rules! :P)

As friends, Laid-back Doers are generous, helpful persons who attach great importance to harmonious relationships and a good atmosphere. Their sociable manner means that they have a large circle of friends and they love having the house full of many different types of guests. They are happy to give in to their spontaneous moods and fancies in the just one or two important things. This makes them appear somewhat unpredictable to those with a quieter nature. When it really matters, you can rely on them one hundred percent. As partners, they are creative, impetuous and imaginative - as long as their partner knows how to fascinate them. They can hardly stand boredom or routine in a relationship. They do not like conflicts at all; if a relationship becomes too strenuous or involves too much effort, they tend to withdraw from the partnership and start to look for a new partner. However, if one manages to keep their curiosity alive in the long term and surprise them again and again, one has a loyal and loving partner.

Adjectives which describe your type
extroverted, practical, emotional, spontaneous, enthusiastic, friendly, playful, lively, talkative, nonchalant, tolerant, happy, pleasant, generous, flexible, wily, attractive, relationship-oriented, generous, adventurous, fun-loving, creative, helpful, action-loving, casual, sociable, open, sensitive, touchy, erratic, curious, noncommittal, action-loving

These subjects could interest you
going out, dancing, parties, cinema, eating out(HAHAHAHA), sport and travel (club holidays), music, trekking, camping, hiking, cooking, handicrafts, nature



TAGGED:
roman, kuya paul, mokeng, azmi mami and whoever wants to do this (:

ok, i got to go. i'm helping out in soci camp as a ghost! hahaha. FRIGHT NIGHT, baybeh! (:

i'm flushed and i'm abit dizzy, my feet is aching and my head's floating..
but what the heck, i had a really great time tonight.
thank you, you two. ;) XOXO

i love my mokeng and kuya paul. ((:

to more production meetings!
*cheers*

p.s. roman, you should have been there.

p.p.s pigchurs by the weekend, i hope.
faster send anna karenina valencia tolentino!!! :P

p.p.p.s i'm in the fascination mood again. ((: can't wait for sunday to come!!! :D

after weeks of postponing, shuhui and i finally agreed to meet today (well technically, yesterday) to visit jannah bananah! ((:

for the millionth time this week, i cabbed. :( i think i'm getting more impatient by the day plus i haven't deposited the money for my hostel fees which i'm gonna pay by NETS instead... so maybe i feel rich. sadly, i only feel rich. hahahah

anyhow, the most awaited photo with shuhui dahling who recently cut her hair. not just any normal haircut i tell you, it's a very shocking haircut!

very the coooool, eh? if i can ever be skinnier, i'll prolly cut that way too. :P and i look like i have short hair on the previous photo! so here's a more reflective hair length. HAHAHA

and no, we did not set a green day theme. it was purely by coincidence. :D

dropped by a flower shop in JP to buy some mums (as in flowers) for nahnah, looked for a mini potted plant for zubby too, but they only have plastic ones. :(
we started 'shopping' for random goodies at fairprice and ditched the idea once we saw the queue. hahas. so we ended up buying from old chang kee and the pasar malam at the bus interchange. :D bought lotsss of food. fried, unhealthy food. WELIKE! hahahah.

dropped by the library cos shuhui had to return some books. in the end we picked up new books; she let me borrow two. :D hurray! ((: now my bus rides won't be so boring. (:

and finally, of to jannah's! :D

no flash

with flash

we tried smiling without exposing our pearly whites cos we were scared there'll be food stuck in our teeth.

hahahhaa. we'd rather have smth on our teeth than look like these. hahaha

and this is the part where i become the camera woman.


i like this photo. (:



my turn!! :D

thanks ah.



it's been some time since i last saw these two womans. i know la, plural is womEn. hahahah. but i wanna use womanSS. :P hahahah and so i am very very glad to see them both again! :D
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

jannah baby, recover faster, alrytie!? (:

and shuhui, even if you couldn't accomodate me into your daddie's car, your dad's comment was good enough to make up for it. he said

'muriel ah, you look like you LOST WEIGHT'
(((((((((((((((:

though my clothes don't feel any looser, i'm definitely not complaining! :D

[24/06/08]
hahahah. yeah, you figured that out right. it's THE zohan's influence. hahas

this movie's really funny. go catch it if you haven't! :D a little bit too green, but in a funny way i guess. (: and very destressing. :D
i ♥ adam sandler. (:

before catching this movie, i discovered the existence of daiso in vivo(hahaha) and i just went crazy in there! hahah

not really krayzzzie crazy, but just a little crazy only. (: bought some baking stuff that i've been wanting but hesitating to get for the looongest time. hahaha. actually i can just kop from home when i go back, but i'm not that cheapskate. HAHAHHA. rigght.

check out my pretty chopping board's print! :D

velly velly cute right? (: hehe

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anyway, this week has been really busy partly cos i worked on wednesday night. think aunties' ladies' night. they were really understaffed and you know how good i am at saying no. :P heh
in total, i cabbed FOUR times just for this week. :'((( oh, the heartache. but really no choice. you know those times when you really just can't wake up no matter how many alarms you set? my point exactly. :D

yeah i have to admit i'm tired but i can definitely tahan. like what my boss said,
who's not tired?
very the true. (: so let's all be patient and persevere ok, people? ((: GANBATTE! afterall, the satisfaction of having paid your bills once your pay comes and even the slightest form of shopping and pigging out feels good! :D

speaking of which, i treated ex-the boyfriend to dinner with my first pay allowance from my internship last thursday (interns' sushi night postponed :() ! :D had a yummy and uber filling dinner at swensen's. ((:

time to make you drool! (:
but of course. when was this ever out of the picture?


his MEGA burger.. hahah trust me, the name speaks for itself.


my sirloin steak. not very nice. :(


we ordered a banana crumble too, but we were too stuffed to eat it, so we requested to come back later to have it. they very nicely said we can. very good service too, MELIKES. :D

fast forward the spotlight-ing, made with love-ing, window shopping, and not-so-window shopping (i got 2 pretty dresses from outfitter girls. WEEEE! ((: byebye $80. not so weeeee! :((), say hello to banana crumbly crumble!! :D


actually, ex-the boyfriend hates banana crumble so he will only eat the ice cream. before, he'd eat a morsel or two (really!), but now he says he doesn't have to eat any part of it at all cos according to him i've lost my privileges. hahahah

so much leftover! :((( tsk tsk.

guess whoooOOOOOOOOOooooo

hahahah. i never fail to look idiotic in pictures. :P

i'd say this was the best shot for that night. HAHAH

you take my unglam pictures, i take yours back!

hahahahah.

really really glad to have cleared the grey areas of our break-up. and i have to admit that shuhui was right about the HUGE probability of us getting back together. but in the end we just decided to end it once and for all, for various reasons i obviously won't be saying out here.
but what i will say here is that i am very very thankful for the zillions of things you've done for me and for us, and that i will treasure the many great times we've shared. if only that could take the pain away.
i'm sorry.

when consoling a friend who just had a break-up, usually the comforting words of the wise (that would be *dramatic pause* me) goes
'OH it's his/her loss!'
how mature right. but seriously. this line is really apt for certain bastards guys.
but as for me, i'll be banking on this...

don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

this was my first ever serious relationship and i'm really lucky to have had you, bi.
and i really hope you'll find a girl whom you truly deserve.
but no promises of being nice to her. *meanie face* hahaha. i'm kidding. (:

as for me, i think i need a break. a really long break.
i'm looking forward for that one week trip home.
i need some peace of mind.
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hahahaa








yes, it's blurred on purpose.

you guys are probably wondering why i'm putting up all these.
while i was browsing which photo to upload to end this post with, this one screamed PUT MEEEEEE!! to me. so yup. pardon all the mushyness. :P

and for the gazillionth time,
thank you.

p.s. i should have put this in a separate post, cos i just realised that the title is very anti-climax. but forget it. i wanna go back to sleep.

p.p.s. and i realised the old blog song's too upbeat too. *emo mode on*

p.p.p.s. yes, i take a long time to realise.

i'm SUPER DUPER UBER TIRED and i'd kill to sleep right now,
but i have to proclaim my love first!


thank you so much azmi mamiii. ((:
you really saved my life today.
really. :D
♥♥♥♥♥
*tiptoes and hugs azmi mami*

p.s. i was supposed to update last tuesday, but my laptop got cranky, so the post is still in my drafts. :P and i really need to sleep right now cos my brain has only 5 seconds left to.....
*static*

[edited]
what actually happened is that i dumbly lost my locker key last night! and mind you, EVERYTHING is in that locker. my wallet, my handphone and my transponder! :(( i quickly checked with aladin(the boss) and he said the houskeeping people won't be in until MONDAAAAAAAY!!!! i could have just jumped off a bridge at that very moment. hahahah
SO, i retreated back to the locker area where azmi was patiently waiting for me.. then desperately tried to pick the the lock, and no, i did not succeed. :(( i was randomly poking here and there using a hairpin. yeah, probably too much movies.

azmi stayed with the whiny-and going-crazy me the whole time. i would have just gone crazy if i was by myself, bawling like some drunk customer. :(

and you know what happened?
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azmi ingeniously pried open the locker!!!! ((((((((((:

i was literally screaming and jumping and hugging him when it just *POOFED* open. hahahah. you have no idea how relieved i was.
and very sorry if you spoiled that card holder. :(

had a hearty breakfast at seah im after that and talked about everything and anything under the sun. (:
a very happy ending.

i know i've thanked you so many many times, but i really don't know what i would have done without you! :DDDDD

azmi mami rocks my socks! ((: